a lot to say BUT~~~

alot to say but i manage to give him 3 words only: TX SORRY N BYE ~~ 

huh~ i dont think i made a big mistake not to send the real letter~~ but it's just made me sad~~
so, this whole post is just for the letter~~

"hai Nazrin,

   Time kau dapat surat ni mesti lepas kau lepas exam physics A2 hari rabu, So, macam maner paper tu? mesti susah, tp congrats, u had past that toughest level of exam, n so am I, sampai aq ade satu persaan x lepas pown syukur Alhamdullilah. Ops, tercerita la pulak.

 k, back to the main point, ape sbb aq tulis surat ni. first of all, kaw mesti da agak kan sape yg bagi surat ni, so, I skip that reson.

   Next, I wish you goodluck for anything that you will face tomorrow (future). n fist and for the most, dont give up, even if you fall, just dont be sad, and remember, [once you lost, He will find you: (Allah says) ]
and actually, I had keep this wish before your final ecam, tpcam kesok hati sikit sbb kaw x wish aq nyer final, k, bye x penting~skip to the next reason~~

  n of coz, aq nk minx maaf sgt, sbb wat kaw rse insecure living in this college perhaps~~but i guest kaw mesti seronok sbb ade fan kaw kat sini, huh, k,bye... and tx for your existence, perhaps you are my magical powder that given from Allah to always cheer me up~~

 cop, aq x pena la nak ckp bende ni kt laki, but u are unique [very?] .. i guest.. n i dont have any reason to ermm... k nothing~~~~

k, that all, tx, sorry and goodluck bye~~

22 May 2013 "

just imagine sepanjang2 ayat atas ni, i manage to give him the conclusion~~ hermmm~~

so, is that the end? we would not know~~ coz Allah jer yg menyimpan pelbagai rahsia yg kiter x taw~~~

bOuT u CoMot..

I just think that my world is different from you..

yes you are not very popular guy nor handsome but you are typical guy that choosy to get closer to the girl like me,

I'm not say that for humble purposes but I know my place in front of your eyes...

n I started to keep a distance to get to know you n I'm at a point whereby I'm ready to let you go and hope you will never get into my mind any more..

So, I'm just hoping that you will always not in front of my eyes and just always to say or look at oyur picture to discharge my feeling...

so, I'm not officially say goodbye to you but I'm just wanna let any feeling towards you gone by wind.