ceritaku dengan ALLAH

k, the story start
once upon the time,, <a child story book??
haha joking~~

the story begin with my very extra home work plus assignment that i have to hand on~~
but, i hav spent my time at night watching Academic Daie live at surau kms~~ <cerite cam gah jer
but i'm really worry coz i have alot of works to do~~ i did cry at surau... but i believe that this 'taman syurga' are really great~~
so i decided to hear all the contestant speak~~
till the end of the Academics Daie...
i when back to my room~~
i  tried to do my work with  'bismillahirrahmanirrahim'
WOW!!amazing i done it very2 easy..
i think this exercise is tough enough for me but
yes i could do that~~

another story
lately i was given one such a huge commitment>> to practise the nasyid
in the same time all the lecturer gave us a homework..
i did ask my friends, did they finish the homework??
mostly all of them said yes
i'm so up sate...i kept praying to Allah to help me release my stress and so on..
the day come..the teacher was asked us for the home work... i heard very loud they said yes...
then teacher ask, sape yg x ciap homework lagi???
me include rose my hand up...luckily my friend sit next to me didn't finish the works too.. and some of the guys~~~

see that, i had told you... trusted with HIM... he will very care for you...
spent with our LORD, insyAllah he will spent very large time with you~~
if you asked human for something and you ask again for somthings again and again.... they will fuck on you right???
but if you ask our LORD HE will always :
1 full fill
2 full fill but not now..
3. i have a better plan for you..
he will never said never, no , not, i don't want to hear etc
buuuuuttttt ALLAH  will luve you more when you always and keep asking HIM for somethings
trust HIM
SERIOUSLY TRUST ALLAH

alangkah budusnya

hoho~~
x pena suke perkataan 'bodoh' sbb tu tukar budus
budus nyer~~

k...sye tgh wat kajian pasal pembuangan nayi..

first thing first, kite kene tau TOK stand for theory of knowledge:

1. there have diffrent opinion...
some people might think you shouldn't abounded the baby.Y??
- the baby did not doing something wrong~~ Y u let the baby away??
- our religion learn us to be a good muslim~~
- awak x berperikemanusiaan ker membiarkan bayi tersebut??

some people jugak might think u should abounded the baby bcoz:
- malu la dilabel kan begitu
- poor my baby, kene menderita akibat dihina anak luar nikah
- they dont want their parent to think badly about them~~

hoho~~
kat cini ade byk pendapat..
tapi ini pendapat sye la~~
kenaper ko wat zina?? ko sedar x zina tu satu bende yg memalukan
u tau u wat
kalo pandai wat pandai la tanggung akibatnya
pas tu da wat anak pown dibiarkan
kenapa nak biar kan nafsu dan syaitan merantai diri korunk bukan kah agama islam adalah agama yg indah
kenapa nak cemarkan name bek islam??


ok fine
dah terlanjur nak wat cam ner??
baby??
baby??
baby??
banyak insan yg x sanggup nak jage baby ni~~
tau x baby ni kiut~~*baby lover
they are so cute~~
Y?? u just simply throw them into dustbin, river, even in the toilet??
Y u let them survive themself??
they are toooooo young la~~
camon lah~~
diorunk sesgt x bersalah~~
TOLONG LA~~~please~~
bukan ka korunk yg terlanjur?? da menyeluk perkasam biarla sampai kepangkal lengan...korunk risau org akan mengutuk korunk??wisau x de duit nak belanjer diorunk?? wisau keluarge korunk x le terima?/wisau anak yg korunk kandung akan dilabelkan oleh kengkwn die??wisau ape lagi??

korunk agama islam itu indah sangat ceyes indah permai tenang damai etc...
korunk rse terbeban??? ok korunk le jer minx duit kebajikan~~
wiso korunk nye keluarge xleh terima korunk?? k, korunk kene cari masyarakat yg pam korunknye perasaan~~jgn dok kat tempat org yg akan hina korunk~~

hoho.. satu lagi kes~~
kalo korunk kene rogol??
ape perasaan??
maaf saye x pena merasainya tapi~~ insyAllah saye cube menerangkan
islam itu inda sekali lagi
Allah x kan menguji umat nye dengan dugaan yg mereka x mampu tangani~~
*tapi asal ade je kene ujia ni tapi still xkuat tok 'bela'baby ni pas tu buang
x~~ ALLAH tau dia mampu buat tapi dia sendiri yg terpedaya dgn syaitan durjana<pendapat peribadi>
yakin la~~ ALLAH MAHA MENGENTAHUI
Allah akan tolong hambaNYA  yang lemah x berdaya~~


PLEASE LA WAHAI SAUDARA SEISLAM KU~~ DON`T ABOUNDED THE INNOCENT BABY~~THEY DO NOTHING WRONG~~~

Allah only have 3 answer when you asked Allah:
1. yes
2. yes but not now
3. i hav  a better plan for u
ALLAH never say never or no or NO or i dont to hear your request

hari ku indah di sini...

ari ni... aq rse serba sederhana
hoho..
alangakah bertuahnya aq di sini..
kms..
semue org saling ingat mengingati..
x de rse cam nak membantah pown..
xde langsung rse cam nak x suker...
semue ok..
mereka tegur dgn cara yg sgt berhemah...
betok la kte seorg hamba Allah ini..
di sini adelah platform kite untuk berubah..
di sini aq mengumpulkan kekuatan tok berubah..
tiada rse segan..
malah mereka memberi aq sebegitu besar sokongan yg mane aq rse sangat kuat...
aq bersyukur kepadaAllah...
disini aq bljr menyerahkan SEGALA urusanku kepada Allah... aq da yakin sgt gn dia..
akalo aq spent time for my LOrd... HE will spent time ever greater time with me...
kat cini aq mula merasai hati ku tidak kosong..
di sinila juga Allah bagi kekuatan untuk berubah..
bile da sampai umah..
aq teringat pesanan2 mereka/hidayah dari Allah..
lantas..Allah bagiku kekuatan yg sgt byk tok berubah di rumah juga...
i want to tell who reads my blog..
 kite susah nak cari hidayah ker kite dah jumpe byk hidayah??
sebenarnye Allah da bagi kite byk sgt hidayah..
cume Allah nak tgk semue umat dia..
yg mane kah Allah akan memberi kekuatan terlebih dahulu...

Allah only have 3 answer when we prayed for HIM:
1. yes
2. yes but not now.
3.i have abtter plan for u...
dont wory, Allah never say no!!

trusted HIM !!He will alwaysssss take  care of you..

Tiada rasa ketuhanan jika tiada ujian…tiada rasa kehambaan jika tiada kepasrahan..tiada rasa pergantungan jika tiada kepayahan..
Tunjangkanlah resahmu di dada solat..himpunkanlah peritmu di genggaman doa..tutupi kekecewaanmu dengan ketakwaan…dan nilaikanlah kesucian hatimu dengan keikhlasan hati..from ustaz roslizan


I asked God for strength, that I might achieve.
I was made weak, that I might learn humbly to obey . . .
I asked for health, that I might do greater things.
I was given infirmity, that I might do better things ...
I asked for riches, that I might be happy.
I was given poverty, that I might be wise ...
I asked for power, that I might have the praise of men.
I was given weakness, that I might feel the need of God .. .
I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life.
I was given life, that I might enjoy all things ...
I got nothing I asked for--but everything I had hoped for.
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered.
I, among all men, am most richly blessed!


there are more and alot of thingsss of the post that touch my heart..
:)

hari2>>kms

erm.....
hari2 kat kms ni indah jer...
hari2...

berbeza di smk j3 gn mjsc langkawi..
kenaper??
 1. aq ni mmg x pandai nak konstant kan aq nye variables kat 2 sekolah ni
kejap2 mood bek, kejap2 mood.. x bek..
 ni yg nak bukak citer ni...

kat mrsm langkawi dulu, aq stat best frens ng semue org same goes to smk jalan 3....
kisah nye bermula tima aq patah kaki waktu f4 sem 1.... aq rase down giler... sesgt...time tu, aq st menagih kasih dari kengkawan aq... malangnye... aq ni over kompiden, aq igt semue syg gn aq, dan aq x cube langsung berdiri atas kaki sendiri... so sad right..n i'm start to dislike those people yg x take care of me...hohohoho..jahat kan... tula, allah ckp kalo kiter ade rase hasad malangla, DIA akan tarik nikmat kiter...
erm, n i start to believe that more people will vote for me as SRC at that skull... but i'm not win the vote but luckly some of the new SRC masok jdm, so the teacher chose me... erm... that Y i'm so sad... itry to get closed again with all my frens... but the thing is, kalo kite dah wat noda, susah org nk accept kiter seadanya....ermmm.. i had repent... for all those things that make me change...n af of them stat to like me.. feel i 'm here at mjsc langkawi, stat f5, i'm feel that i'm here.. but, i dont feel that i'm one of the SRC, becoz i dont have any work to do, i'm just a treasurer, nothing to do, just giv a support to them n give some idea, mostly, i hav my time with 505, my class... n i'm one of theXYC.. credits to ciku ct math, that trust me, she trusted me to teach the weak student, so i'm feel so happy teaching them, then i started to believe that, i can be ateacher.. some poeple say that..u re clever,Y u chose this path??? may b, but, for all my life, when i'm f5, i hav a great great result for my additional math,.. i feel so happy,, not to be superb in math, but to educate my fren, then i stat to teach physics, chemistry, eventhough i'm not they XYC, but i keep learning to be a teacher, hoho....then my mom said, she want one of her children to be a  teacher... only left me, that can be ateacher...that Y i take this path....
since that, i stat to be frendly, n very closed to them, i stat to shyless, brave, n very confident to speak in front of the audience, teach a huge number of student.. all my batch, my juniors.. i get that n i start to get very closed with my frens...ermmm.. i start to believe that GOD always with me, always, never left me behind, but i'not strong enough to change my life, my attitude, tutup aurat sepenuhnya...but the things is, every thing start at mjsc langkawi... even though i closed to my frens, but i's not as same as me at CMS(college Mara seremban)

here>>kms
i luv to make my dearest fren to laugh... becoz this programme ib, was a toughest programme ever, here i happy if my fren happy, i luv to hav a commitment, i can interact with more people, ib hav a programme involve people outsider, CAS community service, i happy, i can give my service to more people,...

i things, only this i can share to this blogs, i highly hope that nno one can be my followers, becoz this only my private place, i always voice out my opinion, may b some people will unpleased with my word, and hurt their feeling...

always with luv...
cikgu gegirl

alangkah seronoknya

wah,,, epi nye, kalo kite nye balak tu, ari2 imam kan kite walaupun x kawin lagi,
ermm ape rasenye...
ermm,... cam ne kite nak pastikan balak kiter tu adelah kite nye future hubby??

owh,,,
firstly, tye die nape die nak kapel gn kite?
a: sbb nak kawin ng kite... k, pas

secondly, selalu laulah, cari pasal ng die, tunjukkan sikap buruk kite kat die..
sikap yang sangat2 bertentangan gn diri kte yang sebenar....
ermmmm... dia leh tahan ker??? if semakin hari semakin feed up, break with him...
please he is not suitable for u,
if di a x feed up, malah lagi sukakan dirimu.....
ermmmmm,...... pas

thirdly,
everytime u all nak solat, terutama zuhur, pas blek sari kelas tu, sembahyanglah berjemaah gn si dia, isyAllah, hubungan akan kekal... x tau betul ker x.... tapi nanyekalo Allah suka, ermmm... itu la pasti2 nye pas...

then last but not least,
solat suant istiharah...mohon la petunjuk dari Ilahi...
allah akan bagi petunjuk....
ingat allah hanya ade tiga jawapan jer....
1.ya Aku akan kabulkan
2. Ya bukan sekarang
3. Aku ade lagi baek nye plan tok ko, dont wori...
Allah x kan kate tidak, aq x nk dengar pown ko doa....
ermmmm... insyAllah, kalo korunk minx ape2 allah akan jawab cam ni,

tapi2 ce kite pikir, ade ke mane2 makhluk di atas bumi ni, kalo lagi kite minx lagi disuka, lagi banyak lagi kite suka, nak duit, dia bagi, nak keje dia bagi...ade ker??/ rasenye, x de...


tapi3.. kalo Allah, dia lagi suka kiter wat cam tu..:)
renung2kan dan selamat beramal

aq kat cini ker??

aq rase cam aq kat tempat lain
aq rase cam aq bukan kat cini,
aq rase aq kat tempat yg ade ramai org couple...
nape????????
aq x nk lah...
aq x nak,
aq sangat xz arap aq kat citu...
aq benci kot, nape aq leh suka kat die....
please, dia tu sape je depan ko,
dia sangat beilmu agama, sedangkan aq ni, hanya ade ape jer?????
please...hindarkanlah diri ku daripada dia
please...walaupun ini adelah fitrah, aq merasakan bahawa aq telah berzina hati da... aq benci, tapi aq x leh elak dia, dia adalah classmates aq...
dia hensem...
dia sangat pandai...
dia warak...
dia azan sangat sedap...
dia mengaji sangat sedap...dia wat semue bende sangat perfect bagi aq...
tapi aq sape je di hadapan die......
aq hanyala org yg kerdil je....
yaAllah, kalo lah ini adelah fitrah yg Kau munculkan dalam diri ku ini, bagilah ianya adalah sesuatu yg baik bagi aq....
tapi kalo ini adalah godaan syaitan semata2, ampunilah hamba MU ini yaAllah..
ya Allah, pada bulan ramadhan ini, aq sangat mengharap kan sesuatu yg bertambah baik....








ya Allah...
ampunilah segala dosa2 ku...
yaAllah...terima kasih, sgt,
Kau memberi aq kekuatan tok berubah..
Kau beri aq kekuatan tok aq menjadi semakin ikhlas beribadah padamu, aq dapat rasekannya,
Ya Allah,
ampunilah aq yaAllah
aq x mengaji sangat pada bulan ramadhan ini,
aq riso sgt ya Allah,
aq minx maaf,
aq takot kalo aq wat ini sebab len... aq takot aq x istiqomah tok lakukannya
aq takot sgt
yaAllah, Kau berilah aq kekuatan tersebut