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erm.....
hari2 kat kms ni indah jer...
hari2...

berbeza di smk j3 gn mjsc langkawi..
kenaper??
 1. aq ni mmg x pandai nak konstant kan aq nye variables kat 2 sekolah ni
kejap2 mood bek, kejap2 mood.. x bek..
 ni yg nak bukak citer ni...

kat mrsm langkawi dulu, aq stat best frens ng semue org same goes to smk jalan 3....
kisah nye bermula tima aq patah kaki waktu f4 sem 1.... aq rase down giler... sesgt...time tu, aq st menagih kasih dari kengkawan aq... malangnye... aq ni over kompiden, aq igt semue syg gn aq, dan aq x cube langsung berdiri atas kaki sendiri... so sad right..n i'm start to dislike those people yg x take care of me...hohohoho..jahat kan... tula, allah ckp kalo kiter ade rase hasad malangla, DIA akan tarik nikmat kiter...
erm, n i start to believe that more people will vote for me as SRC at that skull... but i'm not win the vote but luckly some of the new SRC masok jdm, so the teacher chose me... erm... that Y i'm so sad... itry to get closed again with all my frens... but the thing is, kalo kite dah wat noda, susah org nk accept kiter seadanya....ermmm.. i had repent... for all those things that make me change...n af of them stat to like me.. feel i 'm here at mjsc langkawi, stat f5, i'm feel that i'm here.. but, i dont feel that i'm one of the SRC, becoz i dont have any work to do, i'm just a treasurer, nothing to do, just giv a support to them n give some idea, mostly, i hav my time with 505, my class... n i'm one of theXYC.. credits to ciku ct math, that trust me, she trusted me to teach the weak student, so i'm feel so happy teaching them, then i started to believe that, i can be ateacher.. some poeple say that..u re clever,Y u chose this path??? may b, but, for all my life, when i'm f5, i hav a great great result for my additional math,.. i feel so happy,, not to be superb in math, but to educate my fren, then i stat to teach physics, chemistry, eventhough i'm not they XYC, but i keep learning to be a teacher, hoho....then my mom said, she want one of her children to be a  teacher... only left me, that can be ateacher...that Y i take this path....
since that, i stat to be frendly, n very closed to them, i stat to shyless, brave, n very confident to speak in front of the audience, teach a huge number of student.. all my batch, my juniors.. i get that n i start to get very closed with my frens...ermmm.. i start to believe that GOD always with me, always, never left me behind, but i'not strong enough to change my life, my attitude, tutup aurat sepenuhnya...but the things is, every thing start at mjsc langkawi... even though i closed to my frens, but i's not as same as me at CMS(college Mara seremban)

here>>kms
i luv to make my dearest fren to laugh... becoz this programme ib, was a toughest programme ever, here i happy if my fren happy, i luv to hav a commitment, i can interact with more people, ib hav a programme involve people outsider, CAS community service, i happy, i can give my service to more people,...

i things, only this i can share to this blogs, i highly hope that nno one can be my followers, becoz this only my private place, i always voice out my opinion, may b some people will unpleased with my word, and hurt their feeling...

always with luv...
cikgu gegirl